Friday, September 05, 2008
Moved. A long long time ago (:
http://ismhfy.livejournal.com/
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4:57 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
sorry people, though this blog is closed, if i do open another blog, i'll give you guys the new URL. Do ask me for it too!
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2:51 AM
Let this be the final. Or rather, an end to everything. Clear and unambiguous.
After this post, i guess this blog shall be closed down for good.
After realising how happy you are living now, I guess its time for me to stop dwelling.
I've so much to tell, but everything's just too little too late. For the heart can never wait.
Even though there's no 'Forever' to everything, if i can choose to fall in love again, that person would still be you, no regrets. Perhaps the only regrets i have would be the things i did not fulfill as my part. But after all this, I learnt. I'd overcome everything. Yes, everything. Done everything that's within my control while those that are beyond my control..... I hope they'll understand one day. Though all these will never salvage anything, at least i've tried my best. And i'll make it so right the next time round, NEVER were to let history repeat itself.
Like i say being friends is so hard because my love for you has never fade. This im sure of. Because no matter what happens, its ultimately where the heart lies, which can never contain 2 persons. And if all these were to be a disaster, it shall be the most beautiful disaster that has ever happened on the human earth, which i'll never hesitate to share.
As for now, I'll let the memories we once shared buried in my heart, the excruciating pain inflicted to be slowly carried away with the wind.
Since it all started with a poem, let it end with one:
The moon rises
The sun sets
This time, the wolf has found her new source of light
No longer yearns for the moonlight
As the wolf turns her back pacing out of the forest
The moon teared
Painstakingly lit the way out for her
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the current playing song is all i want to convey to you
i guess this is all what you need
and the most ultimate thing i can give... to you.
~
Labels: call me a fool, for the first and last time
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2:48 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Tml is the start of yr2sem2. Holiday past in just a blink of the eye and too much things happened within a short time. Anyway, tml is the start of a new phase of life. (I'll be fine) yes i will.
I NEED MOTIVATION DESPERATELY.
Labels: sentimental
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11:38 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Just got home from the 'gathering' with the 3 of them and Jann. As we had our dinner at Pepperlunch, we noticed there was this feedback form left behind by the previous customer. Stated like this," The chicken is not fresh, thus spoiling the whole meal." HAHAHAHAHA hilarious can! But, it was too late after we realised. We've already ordered. So, true enough, the chicken was really not fresh.
So then came Jann's boyfriend and realised they're actually so different in character. The bf was so outspoken and can click with us so well. Compared to him, Jann's rather reserved. Perhaps that is a good thing that keep their r/s going on. Compromising one another. But they're cute adults la haha.
One last memorable photo

Im in love with Celia loh! She really looks like one of the artiste. But prettier than the artiste of course! Too bad she's married. SAD HAHA
The nice memories I had with you guys will always be etched.
Thank you for being there when i needed you all the most.
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12:21 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
I swear i wasn't in the right mind today. Got horn by a bus and a cab straight in a day. Guess i was too ambitious by observing the traffics that are meant only for the vehicles to see and i crossed the road when the green light for the VEHICLES flash despite the red man was lighted. -.- I was still in a daze while crossing till a double decker bus horned me. WTF. At that moment i was real stunned but still hurried across and the pedestrains were giving me the wtf-are-you-doing look. At that point of time it was raining and i guessed i was pretty in a hurry to find shelter and overlooked the traffics. Or maybe not, because when i was on my way back home that night, i got horn by a cab AGAIN. -__-
Luckily im still alive and kicking now.
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Anyway! Some photos to perk up the day! Since work is coming to an end soon....
Shir and me.
Tri the holy and me.
this girl beside me is the silliest girl in the planet LOL.
Love ya guys
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10:51 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Your sweetness that used-to-be for me, is now only meant for her. I feel so fucked up every now and then. But then, nothing can be done.
So how would i allow myself to remain as pure friends with you when i still harbour such ill thoughts on you? Yes, i know im stubborn. So what. Im like this. I'll learn this the hard way.
In life, once you lose sth, you gain sth. If you still wanna gain back the thing you lost, its mere impossible. We shared a bond before. But this can only be the past. Even if we do share again, it can never be the same, ever again.
Perhaps trina's right. 'You've fallen to the 18th level of hell. It's time you master the art of losing and rise back to earth.' (though abit weird) but that's not the point. Th main point is 'Lose It'.
Just like the ironed marks
initially, the excruciating pain is beyond your imagination
gradually the pain ceases
leaving the scar with you for the rest of your life.
对不起听多了,真的有用吗?
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10:10 PM
Monday, September 24, 2007
I just wanna scream and lose control.
Anyone?
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11:05 PM